I planned to start studyin 4 econs at 7:30 but procrastinated till now as I couldn't resist the temptation of miie dear lappy here.. =.=

N grp study with huishan in sch was not productive 2dae either.. It ended up as a chit-chat session.. :(

Today's bio test was rather ok.. It was the 1st time I actually filled up the whole paper without leaving any blanks.. =X But I m not sure if I answered correctly.. Anyway, I planned to do some last minute cramming of the last chapt this morning but temptation strikes again.. This time its due to the piano in lt 3.. =.= I really should have avoided that place to study.. T T At least I had enuf content knowledge not to leave any blanks on the paper aftermath..

I seriously need more motivation.. I dunno what the hell's wrong with me this few days.. Better go buck up Joanne Ho!!!!!!! Damn! :(

Better part wif miie dear lappy b4 I get even more enticed by it.. Bye!

Its bio test tml and I m stil left with 3 chapts to study.. Jus look at the time.. I m really dead.. T T Someone skin me pls!!! :(

Not to mention dat the dae right aft the bio test we have econs, followed by chem for all 3 consecutive daes.. =.= N it is really my 1st time touching my notes on all the topics.. So I m practically left with only one dae per subject.. Gosh.. I bet it isn't enuf..

N on top of dat, our dear maths tr has left us a bunch of qns to do over this week.. :(

I really wanna jump from the building now.. Urgggh!

*Rants*

I bet I will be really lucky if I get past this week.. Can't wait for this packed schedule to end!

Off to study for bio now and I hope I have the energy to mug consistently..I was so tired that I slept in the bus and missed by one stop just now.. :(

I better go now before this little temptation gets hold of me.. *Gone*

I m sry abt dat.. I guess I hav been a lil 2 harsh jus now but I hav miie own set of woes over it ya?

*Sighs*

Anyway, I m reali sry.. :(

I reali need to control miie eatin impulse.. NEED TO!

I can't believe, I jus ate 1/4 a pack of potato chips.. N its not the regular pack.. The big lays pack! Goodness! =.= N dat is not jus all.. A slice of cheese (yes I like 2 eat plain cheese lyk dat.. =X), a green tea swit, n if i m not goin 2 control miie temptation, I would probably jus gobble a bunch of "glowworm" gum sweets n durian ice cream.. =X I had tis veri strong urge, 2 devour it wen I was lookin thru the fridge jus now..

I need to stop.. I MUST STOP! Stop b4 I grow fat n put the few kg dat I hav lose over the few wks 2 waste.. D:

*Sighz* Muz b the stress due 2 the upcomin tests.. Its a long time since I hav been stressed over grades.. =.= N i haben completely studied 4 chem tho denise taught miie a lil 2dae.. Thanks! :D

I swear to jog tml, on sat, n on sun 2 shed all these calories I hav gained! =X

N muz b gone now 2 studi 4 chem.. I m reali tired of failin! =X

Guilty of bein late 4 sch n skippin sch 2dae.. N guilty of wat I hav done tis mornin.. Urggh! Guilty of everyting! Its time 2 do sum self-reflection.. :(

Bio test is postponed to nxt week! Yay! 3 cheers 4 listenin compre! Haha.. :D (Omg! I can't b'lieve I freakin said dat.. Lol!) ;)

Thanks 2 the chinese listenin compre dat we r havin tml, lessons r 2 end earli n so bio test has 2 b postponed.. To tink I actuali spent tis few daes crammin info into dat little nutshell head of myn as I tot dat the test would b brought 4ward 2 todae since we cannot make it 4 the bio test tml tho our bio tutor said nth.. T T Fancy miie imagination.. :(

Anyway, on a lighter note, I hav more time 2 studi! :D Better score at least a 'B' 4 this test.. Haha.. I noe an 'A' would b a near-impossible task.. =X

Hav one awaitin task tho.. Chem organic quiz! Shucks! Wen I noe nuts abt organic chem..Shud hav paid attn durin chem lect.. Drats! Anyway, thanks 2 joel who taught miie chem again 2dae.. :)

Off 2 do sum revision 4 chem now.. Lk at the time n I haben even started.. =X Lks lyk I hav 2 burn the midnight oil again..Serves miie rite 4 doin las min wrk... Pray dat I dun get sick or exp discomfort due 2 the lack of sleep again.. It kips happening this wk.. :(

N good luk to every1 takin the chinese listening compre tml! :)

Going, going,




*Gone* :D

Omg! This is big news! Like seriously! There are claims that the supposed Michael Jackson who passed away recently is an impostor of the real MJ! =X


Click here to read!!!

It was said dat the real Michael Jackson was dead 18 yrs ago..N there is this impostor dat suddenly appeared as MJ and possess eccentric qualities in his behavior which r not the ostensible traits of the real MJ.. Anyway, I m totally can't believe dat one can manage to impose as the real MJ for so many yrs.. Yes.. I believe dat the MJ who passed awae recently is an impostor.. =X

Anyway, shan't sae much abt this anymore.. Read more abt the claims n take ur pick! :)

N ya.. No offense meant 2 anybody in this post.. :)

2dae was so super unproductive.. Slept till 12 den woke up tryin 2 studi 4 bio common test.. I didn't turn on the com bt guess wat? New addiction came abt.. Playin of games dat were installed in miie phone.. =.= I seriously dunno since wen I can b hooked on phone games 2.. Tis is reali bad! Ohmigosh! T T

Studied onli a little bit of chapt one in the end.. N goodness.. Thr r 6 chapts 2 studi.. In 4 daes.. T T I m dead meat.. Gosh! Urgggh! I wish I can seriously stay focus!!!!!!!!

Went 4 a jog wif miie bro later on.. Well.. We forgoed the original plan 2 go 2 the gym since I had 2 studi 4 the bio test wich I didn't.. I was tinkin dat mayb I shud jus go out n get sum fresh air.. Since its pointless stayin stil wif nth goin in anyway..

Started 2 run lyk thr's no tml 2 vent the frustration out frm all sorts of factors.. Life's damn irritatin man! :( N had 2 stop at the 4th round as a result instead of the usual 6 as I was freakin tired n couldn't reali move anymore..N so miie n miie bro walked the remainin distance instead..Well.. The consequences of overexertion didn't manifest itself until I reached home n ate miie dinner..

I had 2 rest a well half n hr as i was feelin queasy n sick in the stomach.. N now restin a little more as I m typin this.. Well.. So much 4 self-exertion.. =.=

Mayb I nid 2 learn 2 manage miie frustration better.. I can't believe tis actuali happened twice the same mth.. =.= 1st miie leg.. Now this.. Oh well.. T T

Labels: freaking sucking irritating life :(

Jus came bak frm watchin a movie wif mi mom n bro..Haha..we caught harry potter n the half blood prince..the movie wasn't exactli fantastic, n it wasn't sucky either..the plots were rather expected mayb coz i hav read the bk?bt it wasn't exactli borin..i totally couldn't believe dat so mani ppl wanted 2 watch it.. The theatre was full n went mi bro went 2 book the tickets tis mornin,he found dat the earlier shows were alrdy booked..Lol..Harry potter is a hot favorite i guess.. :)

Anyway we walked ard lot 1 for a little while since we were earli? Even the streets were filled wif michael jackson stuff..Its reali sad dat ppl onli b'come significant in the hearts of oters onli aft their death.. *Sighz*

n thanks 2 mi bro 4 buyin a drink 4 mi.. Haha..gotta log off soon.. Its gonna b a long dae tml..goin 2 the gym wif mi bro n hav yet 2 mug 4 bio.. Guilty guilty.. =X
nitez ppl n good luk 4 the upcomin bio test .. :)

Trs r reali strange creatures.. Lol! Lyk seriously.. =X

2dae I was at the canteen wen the clock at the centre of the stalls fell.. It was super scary pls.. Luckily no1 was injured or anyting tho thr was tis guy hu was standin a few inches under it.. N I noe the guy..Woah..It was reali a close shave.. Another few more inches of change in position n a mishap could hapen..

Den thr were a few trs hu came over.. Not to check on what happened, bt jus to look at the time ware the clock stopped at to buy 4D numbers.. Seriously.. =.= Its kinda strange 2 c dat trs bet on such occasions.. =X



N this brings miie 2 a conclusion: Trs r oso human beings n oso hav times ware dey turn all weird n bizzare.. Haha.. =X



Went 2 studi wif alicia n bingqing aft dat..It was more productive den usual give n take half n hr of the studyin session.. =X Coz we met huishan n michelle, n huishan was super funi la! LMAO!Tis mornin plus aftnoon I saw her n both times she's lyk dat 2..Shan't say wat she did tho..Bt it was funi n entertainin watchin her.. Hees! :D

Huishan.. U nv fail 2 amuse us wif ur constant crapology n antics! Lol! :P

N I take bloody long 2 do miie biology assignment as owaes..Longer compared 2 the assignments of oter subjects I guess.. =.= I muz reali start doin sumtin abt it.. Bio common test is comin.. T T If were not 4 the hlp frm hafizah n kasthuri, I would hav been stuck at it the whole dae n could not hav handed in the assignment by 2dae.. =X Anyways, thanks peeps! N good luk 4 the upcomin bio test.. Haha! :D

Anyway, shall end off randomly here.. N I had better mk sure dat I start studyin 4 bio since I m owaes takin 4eva 2 do any stuff related 2 bio.. Toodles! :D

Labels: dun let the wind blow miie away.. :D

Sch was veri eventful 2dae wif all the s2pid tests n all the deadlines 4 homewrk assignments 2 b handed in.. N not 2 mention dat I was super tired coz I slept at lyk 1 las nite tryin 2 complete miie stuff while wakin up at 4 to continue simply coz I was totally dead beat dat I couldn't continue.. =X 1 dae of procrastination.. N the nxt dae jus turns out into total chaos.. =.=

Pe was the 1st lesson 2dae.. N the teacher made us run 2 rounds round the track, den play sum catchin game which left all of us running 4 abt half an hr.. Was damn tired bt it was fun 2.. Long since I played catchin.. Haha.. :D Den the weirdest ting was dat aft we did all these, the tr said it was onli warm up.. =.= But at least she left us free-and-easy to do our own stuff so I jus slacked ard wif sum of the s28 peeps until the whole lesson ended.. At least I did sum exercise ok! :P

Oral was oso 2dae.. Wif all the las min preparation by glancin thru the bks dat kevin brought 2 sch 2dae 2 lend miie.. He wanted 2 passed it 2 miie yesterdae but we were both alrdy at home so he offered 2 travel all the way 2 cck stn 2 pass it 2 miie.. N he doesn't live at cck.. =X However, I rejected his offer as I fel so damn bad n guilty 4 lettin him travel all the way jus 2 pass miie a few materials.. =X N anyway if u happen 2 read this, thanks 4 ur bks tho wat I read wasn't tested or related to wat was tested in sum way.. T T

Anyway, what came out 4 oral was damn bloody tough I swear.. The examiner was askin miie wat I tot of talented sports ppl from other countries winnin medals 4 our country.. Not 2 mention dat she had 2 prompt miie twice, n oso I spoke in broken sentences since I was tryin 2 buy time 2 comtemplate miie tots n phrase it carefully.. So chinese oral was a total major screw up! T T

N I m reali startin 2 regret the decision I made 2 retake chinese.. Wat u expect wif *r **e ard? =X Bound 2 fail man! T T No preparation, no notes, no resources, no practice, nothin! =.= Oh man.. Had better count on miself 4 the upcomin components.. I guess wat's done can't b undone.. Onli can look 4ward n amend the shortcomings.. Damn! I reali hope I can pull miie oral grades up.. =X

We oso got our progress reports bak 2dae.. The self-fufilling prophecy.. Hees! :D It will hold even more, if i got the same combination of grades, 4 miie 3 h1's.. =X

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This will b a quick post since I hav so much to do..

1. Chem practical which was due 2dae.. ( couldn't find miie spa notes 4 reference so I didn't submit it 2dae.. =X )

2. Revise for maths functions quiz!!!

3. Prepare 4 chinese oral tml.. =X

4. Prepare 4 bio common test (Can b done later since its nxt wk..)

5. Complete differentiation tutorial!!!

6. Do econs tutorial on perfect comp..

Damn! So mani tings 2 do.. Urgggh! Stressed!!!!!!! T T Not 2 mention dat our chinese tr didn't even come tis few daes n giv us any preparation materials 4 chinese oral n the fact dat I dumped all miie chinese materials las yr.. =X I m so not confident of scorin well 4 oral tis time..Pls.. No materials, no preparation, no practice, no frequent usage of chinese, no anyting! Boo.. T T

Anyway, I better bunk off.. Gotta complete all these tasks by 2dae..

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2dae was rather an eventful dae.. Firstly, I rushed frm lakeside mrt to sch in like 10mins? Haha.. Totally broke miie record of miie speed of walkin to sch.. Slept veri late las nite, n therefore overslept by abit this mornin resulting in the need 2 rush to sch.. =X N the worst ting was dat I didn't stay up 4 any good reason.. After doing miie econs tutorial, it was onli 11.. Bt stil I chose 2 stay up till 2 jus b'coz I didn't feel lyk sleepin.. =X Felt sleepy n sick in the stomach 2dae.. Muz b the lack of sleep.. It serves miie rite I guess.. Haha..

N did I mention dat I actuali kicked a dead pigeon or watsoeva bird on miie way 2 sch? It totally irked the hell out of miie.. I didn't reali took notice of wat was on the ground as i tot it was jus sum rubbish bt wen miie foot kicked it, it felt heavy so I jus looked down, onli to c dat I actuali kicked a dead pigeon.. Yikes! Thank goodness miie shoes weren't dirty.. =X So bloody damn disgusted! D:

I was oso caught by one of the econs trs walkin ard durin econs lect 4 doin econs tutorial.. Super unlucky can! I tot dat she would merely jus walk pas n not care as I 'pretend' 2 take notes.. Bt apparently she didn't n noticed wat I was reali doin.. 0.0 Better b careful nxt time.. Or make sure dat thr is no nxt time.. Lol! :P

Gp test was oso 2dae.. N I onli found out 2dae.. I badly wanted 2 skip it since I didn't prepare 4 it.. N so did samantha n hafizah.. Wat hafizah said was damn funi I swear! :D

Samantha: Can I jus apply 4 earli leave so dat I dun hav 2 take the gp test 2dae? I hav flu n I m not feelin well anyway..

Me: Me too! My stomach is not feelin well n I m feelin discomfort in miie stomach.. (Believe miie or not, its reali true.. =X)

Hafizah: I oso feelin unwell n I fel discomfort in miie myn..


Lol! Hafizah's owaes blurtin out random n funi remrks.. Haha..

Anyway, I rushed thru the gp paper coz I was late 4 the test plus the fact dat the clock stopped, leavin miie wif a well half an hr b4 the end of the test.. =.= Home'ed aft dat since mt was cancelled.. Wat do u expect? Lol! :P

Shall go off now lest I oversleep n hav 2 rush 2 sch again.. =X N yes.. I took a nap immediately aft I reached home n washed up as I was so tired n drained by the lack of sleep..

N on a random note, I m so proud of miself dat I m actuali close 2 finishin al miie tutorials this wk! :D

2dae was rather unproductive.. Did nth except tidying up miie room n clearin unwanted stuff.. Wanted 2 studi aft dat, but sumhow couldn't get in the mood to.. T T N I saw tis while clearin up miie rm.. Lol! :D

Econs paper was rather easy 2dae although it came 2 miie as a shock at 1st.. 25 mrks qn hittin miie rite in the face.. Sumtin I nv seen b4.. Lol! =X Was quite taken aback wen I received the paper coz I didn't tackle a qn wif such a high weightage of mrks b4.. Nevertheless, stil had alot 2 rite abt.. I hope I get an 'A' 4 tis paper.. Coz I jus found dat miie 30% econs mrks was onli 1 mrk frm an 'A'.. Wth.. Better do well 4 this paper! =X

We onli got 2 noe our mrks for 30% for onli maths n econs.. Chem was 16% of the mrks.. Below r the mrks converted into 100%.. N noo.. I m not tryin 2 show off.. =X Jus an evaluation of miie grades 4 the pas half a yr.. =X

Maths: 76% ( I guess I would b onli pulled down by the s2pid block test, wich I got a 'C' for.. =X )

Chem: 41% ( 'S' grade I noe.. Gotta work harder.. I m pretty sure dat it will remain an 'S' or if not worse, given how I did for the block test.. =X)

Econs: 69% ( 1 more mrk frm an 'A'.. Damn it! Better score an 'A' 4 tis test)

Bio: Not 2 sure bt frm miie calculations 4 the tests so far, I tink I will get at best a 'C' n probably a 'D' =X

So in conclusion, block test is a killer! Lol! =D N I will probably b gettin 'A' 'B' 'S' for miie 3 h2's.. Its reali a self-fufillin prophecy dat came true.. Haha.. Onli alicia would noe wat I mean.. Lol! :P

Anyway, met miie peeps 2 studi aft dat.. Bt 2dae was super unproductive..I didn't noe hw 2 do a few qns on differentiation which made miie morale decline.. Seriously, I tink I nid 2 start brushin up on miie maths.. Given miie block test result, n now the difficulty in doin differentiation qns wich is said 2 b the easiest topic 4 maths.. =X Muz b due 2 the fact dat I didn't pay attention during maths lectures n instead rushin 2 complete other subject's wrk.. =X Damn! Better start doin sumtin abt it! N bio test is comin.. Better not fail this time or miie 'C' or 'D' will no longer hold.. =X

N thanks to the 2 ppl hu taught miie maths n chem 2dae! Joel n hongling's fren.. Thanks! :D

Shall post sum veri random n veri old photos now.. Haha..

It was so damn borin 2dae.. 4 the 1st half of the day at least.. The fun onli started on the later part of the dae.. Aft I was half dead frm boredom.. Onli had lyk 3 to 4 lessons 2dae.. Wat a bloody waste of time 2 come 2 sch.. Seriously! Even maths lecture was more borin den usual wif dat usuali entertainingly hilarious lecturer.. =.=

Anyway, in the afternoon went to mit dora n alicia 2 studi 2gether.. The rest of the peeps were oso there bt dey left earlier 4 sum maths test I tink.. =X So miie n dora went 2 the canteen n we saw huishan.. It was super fun n entertainin trickin her! :P Practical jokes r super fun 2 play on ppl.. Esp if u noe dat dey will get tricked.. Its even more funi if dey dun get the joke at the end of the whole ting n stil r left stunned n bewildered! Haha.. :D

Well.. Let's c how she managed 2 get tricked.. 0.0 =X




Huishan: Erm.. Where is holland arh?

Me: Holland Village! (wanting to trick her n c if she really fell for it..)

N huishan reali tot dat thr was a place called "Holland Village" dat is not in sg since we were discussing nationalities of ppl we noe b4 dat.. Haha.. =X

Huishan: I did watch dat show.. But where is the place arh?

Dora: Sum country in europe (which is apparently not the continent dat holland is in)

Huishan: Reali? There is a country called "holland village" in europe?

Den we confessed n told her the whole ting was a joke to c if she was tricked! Haha.. :D 2 tink she reali fell 4 it.. Now thr is this joke dat each of us r born in "boon lay" "cck" n etc! Lol! :D

We went bak 2 studi aft dat while I waited 4 alicia to finish her paper b4 we went to jog a few rounds around the school track.. Damn! It is super tirin 2 run ard the sch track instead of the park dat I usuali jog at altho I ran lesser den wat I usuali run.. =X But anyway, something eye-catching n totally unusual caught our attention..

May our frenship continue to last n best in luk for ur a lvs n wateva u do! *Loves*!

Went 2 pizza hut 2 celebrate sheuelee's b-dae.. Was supposed 2 b a surprise sort of ting.. Bt wel.. Mani complications arose n yeah.. The surprise was kinda screwed up, jus lyk the one 4 pearlyn's b-dae.. Bt nevertheless, happiie b-dae sheuelee! Hope u lyk wat we did 4 u.. Haha! :D

Didn't mit sum of miie peeps 4 lyk 1 mth durin the jun hols? Super missed em n had loads 2 catch up on wif em.. We chatted n crapped lyk nobody's business.. Hope dat this can carry on even aft u peeps graduate ya! Muz stay in contact! :)

It was reali funi wen we mixed up our orders.. Lol! As bingqing pointed to order her food instead of tellin the waitress wat she wanted, the waitress mixed up her order by mistake n served her the wrong food.. N the funniest ting was dat we onli realised it, aft we finished our meal! Haha..

Alicia n bingqing supposedly ordered the same dish, while I ordered a different one.. However, wen the food was served, bingqing took wat she supposedly ordered, wich of course has onli 1 serving brought 2 our table, since the waitress mistaken her order 4 sum oter dish.. Den miie dish came later.. Wen I was served pasta instead, I tot dey mixed up miie order so I did nth since I didn't reali myn the food dey served miie.. But the baked rice dat I originally ordered was served later on wich made mi begin 2 wonder, hw did the food get mixed up.. N alicia tot dat hers, was mixed up too.. Super funi! Lol! =X

It was then dat bingqing told us she pointed instead of tellin the waitress wat she wanted.. N it was onli aft the meal dat she said it la.. Omfg! So funi.. =X So she took wat she supposedly ordered, wich was meant 2 b alicia's, n i took hers tinkin dat myn was mixed up, n alicia took the las dish 2 b served, wich was myn.. Freakingly hilarious! =D

But its ok as long as we enjoyed ourselves ya? Shall let the pictures do the talkin.. :D

Damn! I reali hate it wen I m surrounded by lunatics hu go mad at evri minute matter.. Its lyk I m in a madhouse full of patients n being the victims of their actions triggered by their mental state.. Urggh! :(

Miie fren is lyk damn hilarious can! Eva heard of ppl tryin 2 learn the piano on the phone? Omg! So totalli unheard of n reali hilarious.. Well.. I tried 2 bt it didn't wrk out anyway.. I mean, how can b piano taught on the phone 2 sum1 hu has no music background at al? N I m stil recoverin frm miie laughter now.. Hahahaha! I guess tis is the s2pidest ting I did this weekend.. =X

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The irony of life.. Life's ironic, wat we do in life is self-contradictin.. Oh wateva.. I probably m not makin any sense so jus ignore mi.. I fel bored, lifeless n self-contradictory.. Damn! :(

Sometimes, I dun c y ppl hu groom n educate us, tend 2 demoralize n discourage us, instead of givin us support n encouragement.. Ur job as an educator n a mentor shud involve not jus the impartment of skills to the student, but impartment of emotional growth too.. At the veri least, dat's wat I tink, bt I m uncertain abt what educators n mentors tink their job is abt..

What we do in life shud b abt passion, n we shouldn't treat our job lyk a tiresome task 2 b completed or we would struggle wif it veri badly.. If we do not lyk a certain job n c it as a task, we shud consider changin our path instead of trudging along the path full of ruts n potholes.. It would b a real struggle.. 4 the ppl ard us n ourselves as well..

Its apparent dat sum educators n mentors do not lyk their job n see it as a task.. A task 2 hav students reap good results.. N along the way, the paths is sure 2 hav ruts n potholes.. It sure hapens 4 every path we choose.. Students hu dun do wel consistently bt tried their bes would oso b seen as one of the ruts n potholes dey encounter in their path to complete their task..

N wenever we deal wif obstacles in our path, we r sure 2 fel a certain degree of frustration.. Imagine us goin to a destination dat we do not want to go n yet we stil encounter such obstacles on the way.. It would b veri frustrating 4 us n we probably would not b able 2 manage our anger n frustration dat we do tings the wrong way in a desperate attempt to get ourselves out of the ruts n potholes dat we r stuck in lyk in tis case, discouraging students..

Isn't the most basic theory in every ting we do is 2 complete it? N not give it up midway? If our mentors hav given up on us, wat hope do we hav on ourselves? Words frm ppl hu educate us actuali mean alot to us.. If dey giv up on us, wat hope do we tink we hav? N isn't it imparting wrong values 2 the student? 2 giv up weneva u mit an obstacle? Doin all tis tings, jus b'coz of the difficulty in controllin frustration frm tryin 2 get out of the ruts n potholes in their path? It ain't fair 2 the students ain't it? Our mentors shud b a guiding lite 2 us instead of lites dat shut off n not wrk in the case of deep darkness..

Ok.. Enuf said.. Jus penning down sum tots of myn.. N dun get it wrong.. No offense n I didn't encounter any tr of dat sort.. Jus a mere comment aft I heard abt many such cases.. :D

Labels: I seriously dunno what the world has become

I m lucky n unlucky at the same time.. Ok.. I dun reali noe wat I m toking abt.. =X

Yesterdae was late for sch.. I tot I could take miie own swit time comin 2 sch since the j2's r havin mid yrs n I can jus pose as a j2, 2 walk into the sch w/o gettin caught.. =X So I didn't cab to sch frm lakeside.. Yesh.. I often do dat if I m runnin late.. =X But damn.. Wen I arrived at the gate, the counsillor asked miie if i m j1 or j2.. N thr was tis tr nearby, hu caught miie late b4.. =X She's oso the maths lecturer 4 our lecture grps so I guess she may hav an impression of miie.. Didn't hav a choice bt 2 admit I was j1 since she was lyk standin quite near n I had 2 walk pas her 2 get past the gate.. Damn! =X

So my ez-link card got confiscated yesterdae n I couldn't serve the bloody detention since I had chem common test.. =X So had 2 go home w/o the card, n come 2 sch this mornin w/o the card either.. =X Wat a hassle.. =.=

So damn unlucky.. Bt wen I went 2 collect miie ez link dat dae, it was super funi.. I half-expected, my card 2 b organised such dat dey wil noe dat I m in 4 detention bt dey didn't.. So I jus happily collected miie card lyk dat w/o tellin em I had 2 serve detention.. =X So in a way, I skipped detention.. Haha.. Lucky miie! :)

N damn.. Couldn't get miself 2 studi 4 miie econs 2dae.. Sumhow 2dae's studyin session ended up as a chit-chat session again.. =X

N I hate facebook for refusin 2 load the bejeweled game! :(

It seems like I m 4eva ranting abt life n miie tests for the past few posts.. N ya.. I m here 2 rant abt chem again.. I regret.. Regret procrastinating, regret not consistently muggin, regret this, regret dat.. The paper isn't reali tough if u reali studied.. Bt apparently I didn't.. Up till the las few mins 2wards the start of the test, I was stil flippin thru miie notes frantically tryin 2 glance thru sum las mins bits of pieces n information bt not everyting went in dat nutshell head of myn.. So I ended up leaving quite a significant number of qns blank.. Plus tos dat I knew how 2 do, didn't had the time coz I was busily searchin thru miie myn 4 answers since it didn't come 2 miie myn immediately n neither did some of the answers eva came 2 miie as I was almos dozin off midway thru the paper.. Reali had 2 prevent miie eyelids frm droopin.. N no.. I m not exaggeratin! Damn! Goes 2 show how taxin it is on miie brain/ hw much I didn't studi.. =X

Ok.. Enuf of miie rants.. I tink I m seriously boring the hell out of ppl if i continue dat way.. Shall focus on miie econs.. Stil got a wk 2 studi 4 it.. Hees.. :D I m so gonna mk sure I score an 'A' for econs this time.. No more procrastination.. Action! Shall get into the habit of studyin the moment the test dates r out nxt time, no matter how long it is b4 the test.. Shall b a ful time hard-core mugger frm now all the way till a lvs.. Haha.. Anyway, we're ultimately studyin 4 a lvs, n not jus the mini tests on our way.. Let's jus c the mini tests as tiny steppin stones to the ultimate finishing line on the track..

I guess I will enjoy the triumph wen I reach the finishing line wif victory despite all the hard trainin dat will mk miie stronger wif evri step.. :)

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Here 2 rant abt miie maths test wich was over hrs ago.. But stil the feelin is thr.. Damn! :( I reali shuldn't hav done las min wrk.. Tis paper was way tougher den las yr's.. I m quite sure I will pass.. Bt I want an 'A'! :( So badly.. I hav 2 b exempted frm takin promos 4 maths.. I hav 2! Muz! Alrdy calculated the mrks dat I hav lost.. Alrdy reduce miie chance of gettin an 'A' damn greatly.. Urggh! I jus nid an 'A' 4 the component 'class test' n i can get miie exemption alrdy.. N it is goin 2 reduce miie chances of gettin one due 2 one miserable block test dat I didn't reali studi 4.. Sighz.. Shouldn't hav started revision 4 al the tests onli tis wk.. Its lyk so much 2 cover.. I bet I will b dead by the end of tis wk.. =X

Ok.. No use rantin on it.. Shud try 2 improve n mk up 4 miie maths usin miie oter subjects.. Chem block test is tml.. N yeah.. Didn't had enuf time 2 studi 4 it.. I swear I will cut down miie chit chat sessions in sch tml n focus on miie wrk! FOCUS! =X Will turn in now.. Coz tml's gonna b a big battle.. Haha.. Go, go, go! Joanne! U can do it! :)