I seriously do not noe wat to type here to vent out all these freakin negativity in miie but all I noe is dat I jus wanna rant! :((

I wish I was more intelligent.. I wish miie brain is a bottomless pit wif no max capacity.. N more importantly, I wish I could live up to miie expectations! :(

At this rate, I m really going nowhere but walking backwards.. A total irony dat when I actually applied more force to resist, the force pulling miie bak jus gets stronger.. =.= T T

When I can't even make the 1st step w/o falling, how am I eva going to walk? T T

I swear I m working miself 2 the extent I nv did b4.. N yet the force is stil strong enuf to make miie fall.. Isn't this lv of hard wrk enuf? Muz I really wrk till the bone-breaking extent?

I guess so.. If I m such a god damn retard.. =.= T T

I guess.. Retards r retards.. A leopard nv changes its spots n so a retard would owaes b a retard.. :(

Jus lyk a retard who took the wrong gamble n made the wrong choice.. If the end result is going to be the same anyway, y does it matter abt the effort put in? It only results in agony.. Prolonged agony.. =.= T T

I guess the retard would forever b a retard.. Hopes do not always result in reality..

I really freaking hate miie sucking life! :(